IS There Life After Death?

Are you aware, that the people, have made and created a Hell, that we live in.  Its from our own creations.  We need to have the Spirit of God, with us, and around us.  We need to be prepared for his Second Coming.  We need too spread the Good word of God.  As a people of the church, we need to seek forgiveness, every day, we are alive.  Rather we are Christians or not, we need to be aware.  Because, where we have a Beginning, there has to be an Ending.  All good things, must come to an end.  I have had a personal dream, of Jesus, Second coming.  I know beyond a shadow of doubt, this will happen, just don’t know the time.  Only God himself maybe aware of this.  God, himself purposly, did not put Satan away, its not his time yet.  We have to fight for God’s righteousness.    We need to find it in our hearts to believe in Him, Jesus Christ, as our personal Savior.  And never ever, Deny him, for that is the unforgivable sin, because once we know him, we can not, deny Him.  This is my way of spreading the good news of his Second coming.  You don’t have to accept it, but I have to tell my story.  So I am not held accountable in the end.  Would you want to be held accountable?  Especially, when you are excited about something.

Its kinda like excitement, of opening a Christmas present.  But, we need to be made aware of these things, we can’t just keep our mouth shut.  I don’t want to loose any one’s Soul because of me.  Hope you understand, why I wrote this in my blog.  I pray you find it in your hearts, to listen, with an open mind and an open heart, to try and understand.  You can message me, if you want, but I highly recommend to find a local church, and someone who is a christian you can trust, to start asking them your questions.  Always remember, You don’t want to be left behind.  I know I don’t want to.

Do you believe there is Life, after Death?  Or do you believe we go to sleep, when we die.  I have oftened wondered this growing up.  But, lately since I lost my own father, I shared a special experience with him, spiritually, and he told me it was very Beautiful here, he said, Debbie; I wish you could be here to see this.  Because of this experience, I believe we have Life after Death.  I am preparing my personal path, as I hope you do too.  Before its too late.

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Believe in Me (Poem)

You make me laugh, when I want to cry,

You make me live when I want to die.

You make me smile, when I want to frown.

You turn my life upside down.

You believe in me when no one Else does.

You’re my now, my is and my was.

(I found this poem, very inspirational.) the author is unknown.)

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Make Your Dreams Come true

Do you always, wonder how some people, always seem to get what they want, and others don’t.  Well, it seems so unfair, don’t it?  Well, as I have gotten older, I have come to realize, the ‘Law of Attraction,’ really does work.  But we have to work towards, our Dreams, Wants and Desires.  There is a certain way of doing just that.  I have been listening to Abraham Hicks, on you tube, for along while now.  She teaches we all have this ‘Vortex’  (it is like a twister), in your imaginations, where we store up, our dreams and wants.  We need to learn to make our reality a match with our Vibrational line up, (this is your feelings), with our Vortex.  But, there is lunching rockets ideas, to go along with our reality world.  What the Rockets is, she speaks about, is our New ideas, our new wants, and our new desires.  We have to learn where to Launch them, and she says, in our Vortex.  We need to motivate our desires.  It can happen, you can Change your Now;)  Its a possibility, it all depends on us, and what we say, can make a difference too.  Our attitudes, can make a difference.  How then, can we change our Reality, now?  You maybe thinking.  Yea, I have thought that for along time now.  Our, dreams is our rockets, its another way of changing our reality, by realizing, it can really happen.  You have to believe in this thought, of your biggest wants, you have to think it, want it, and believe it.  Also, another way of looking at these  simple steps.

You ‘Feel it’

You Love it,

and You believe it is yours.

If you can see your reality, and know its yours, and actually accept it, then its already yours.  Its up to you, and you alone.  Changing your own reality.  If you want money, you have to Imagine it, feel it, and accept it.  But prepare your path to accepting it, in your imagination.

We can store up our rockets, our Dreams.  We have to be in our Vortex, and feel it, make it happen.  We have to be the ones, to talk to ourselfs, to understand, what we really want.  You can tell your own story, of what you really want, then you’ll notice there is ‘Hope’ appearing, then sometimes you’ll see ‘Fear’ but you can chase that Fear, away.  Be the drama of where you are, and use this alignment, they have lined up for you. (  This is what she says, you have to ignore, this negativity, and be as positive as you can, when you launch your rockets, or you hopes and dreams, into your Vortex.  I know I said that before, but it is how this works.  You can also read up on, a book; that is written by  Rhonda Byrnes, called, ‘The Secrete.’ (

It is worth your time, to look up these web sites, I gave you as a reference, see what they are about.  Let me know what you think.  I have been practicing some of these ideas that Abraham is teaching, and sometimes it really works.

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Strange Happenings; Happened Today

The Pic is a but blurry because it is taken through my screen window,  But it is a pic of my closset, squirrel, I have ever seen he was want under my bird feeder.  When we wasn’t looking he was upside down on the feeder, keeping the better seeds for himself.  Then he threw the other seeds to the ground to my birds.  I was so shocked, he came up this close, even with the door opened he could hear us, and see us at times inside my house.  Well, it was storming the past 3 days, with Thunder and lightening, heavy winds, so I brought the bird feeder in for 3 days, which wasn’t normal activity for me, I usually feed them about every morning, after I feed my dogs and cats.  There are days, he sits on the bird feeder, then hangs up side, down on it.

I didn’t realize at the time, that a Squirrel, would come up that close to the house, and to humans, much less stick around.  Especially when that’s the same area, where the dog leash is, and they are put out for their personal business regularly.  He would since them being around closer, when he was out, at times.  I took the chance to take some photos, of the squirrel, and the walnut, he left me, and the bird feeder to proove that he did this.  You see, a Cat, will save their best catch a dead mouse, bird or whatever they catch, and leave a present for you, on your door step.  I didn’t know that a Wild Squirrel, would do the same thing.  This really made my day.  That’s why I titled this blog ‘Strange Happenings, Happened to Today.’

My younger days, A Brief Auto Biography, (Read at your own Risk, depressing at times)

Ok, this image is from a start of a New Day, last week, we had lots of clouds setting, in; But don’t let them fool you, it was a very Bright Sunny day after all.  But, I was going to share a small piece of my past, to give you heads up, it can be depressing for some people.  My real mother, bless her heart, she was a very talented woman, she also sewed, and was Chior teacher at Church.  She could sing like an Angel, so many people have said, and she played the piano, and violin, very well, she taught me how to play since I was 5 years old.  Well, I am the first born, the doctors told my parents they couldn’t have children for 7 years they tried to have a baby.  Been married since 1950.  Well, here I come along I was a ‘preemie- baby’, and a blue baby, I had a hole in my heart about the size of a quarter.  Well, the doctors couldn’t operate on me as I was too small they said, a little over 5 lbs, my first bed, was staying in an Incubator in the ICU at Children’s Mercy.  I have one photo that shows this.  I was weak growing up in grade school, and a bit of ‘dis lexis’, with a reading disorder, but with the help of Resource teachers, I got through these issues.  I managed to get average grades, I had the ‘3 day missals’, the ‘mumps’, and ‘chicken pops’, just to name a few diseases.  My sister Yvonne was born 2 years later, then 2 years after that here came my brother Ben.  They were normal babies, at birth.  My dad called me his Miracle Child.  Then came another brother 3 years later, William.  And 2 years after that, as Jennifer.  Shortly after her birth, my mother became very ill, that started from a blood clod in her leg, ended up with Cancer, it was a Brain Tumor.  She passed away, in 1969.  Well this is when my life took a drastic turn for the worst.

Three years later, dad remarried a woman named Evelyn, with 4 boys, Brent, Kevin, Jeff, and Scott.  Then later about 2 years, they had a baby girl Sherry.  So, here I am the oldest of 10 children.  Let me tell you, I did most all the chores in the house, from scrubbing the floors on my hands and knees, to laundry, vacuuming, and polishing all the furniture, had to be just perfect.  If it wasn’t it was a spanking coming my way, and if the dishes wasn’t done after every meal, washed and dried and put away, perfect, then I was grounded.  And on just about all the weekends, I had to babysit.  And when the boys did stuff wrong, or something happened, and they all denied it was them doing it, I got into trouble, I ran and hid in the bathroom, many times to keep from getting spanked, and my brother Brent, bless his heart, got the spanking for me, he was the oldest of the her 4 boys, but she got mad at him alot too, said he was an embarrassment to the family name.  He had a speech problem, and he was funny with it.  Alot of times he’d make jokes in public.  This always made me laugh no matter where we were.  Then shortly after all this, this was my teenage years, sounds like CInderally story don’t it?  Because it was like that.  There was alot happening, I didn’t include here, way too much details, of discouragement, and it set me in a major depression for many years.  And no one to talk to, expect 3 best friends, in school.  Named Denise, Cheryl, and Sally.  My folks went to church about every Sunday, as my dad was a Minister, a Pastor of our church at that time.  My father played the guitar, and taught me some cords, and notes a few to play camp sons.  Bless his heart, I was my daddy’s girl that’s for sure.  But, then again was I, I felt like I was in competition with my sister Yvonne all the time, she was so perfect she got A’s and B’s, she was class president, and in many school activities, such as band, Chorus, and girls-basketball.  As for me, I liked Swimming, Volleyball, and shooting basket ball hoops, but I didn’t play in the games as much as she did, I had to babysit on the weekends remember.  She seemed to get everything at that time, it made me extremely jealous.  But later on in life, I asked her for my forgiveness, and she accepted it.  As we were children back then, life without a mother was hard.  But its even harder growing up with a mean Step-mother.  Don’t you agree?  I will continue more on this story in another post, with my ex husband, and the emotional and physical abuse, I had to go through with him.  You are welcomed to continue reading if you like, if its not too depressing for you.  (Eventually, I did outgrow all of these issues.)

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Realizing Your, True Realization of Yourself, (Inspirational)

Have you ever wondered, why some people always get what they want and you don’t get yours’ no matter how hard you try.  Well, just say yes; and Yes, and YES;) again, and again.  Because, sometimes its how we see ourselves, but not necessarily how others see us at the time.

Sometimes, so many of us, like to be reminded of our past, and stay in our past, for whatever reason…Well I have just come to realize this is what’s happened to me.  Because, I have been so stuck on loosing my own mother, at an early age of 12 years old.  I tend to blame myself, and many times envy others…I have to let my past go, and move on, keep moving on until I find my success.  I have a natural love for writing, and this could be my own block.  Now I have to deal with the present time, my Now time…The loss of my Father, in Feb. 3, 2015.  These kind of  losses of family and loved ones, is so difficult to change the hurt.  I have listened to these so many times, of Abraham, she is an author, and public speaker of the ‘Law of Attraction.’  I find her very inspiring, I will share many of her quotes, and you tube video’s … She says’ many times its some times best to talk to yourself, to help you analysis what is happening to you.  This helps you find what the real problem is, note; (I would do this in the privacy of your own home.)  I haven’t yet practiced this method yet, I find it a bit emberacing.  But if it works why not?

I am now quoting, the ‘Vibrational’ boundaries, are found with in, as you are sitting in your own ‘Vortex’.  The ‘Vortex’ is where you store up, your wants, and many desires.  Another way to look it this ‘Vortex’ is like the tornado, from the ‘Wizard of Oz.’  It kinda looks like that.   She also says, this, you need to ‘Launch many of your own Rockets’ of your desires, more than one time a day. (Figuratively speaking).  (

Many times, you will get a few Glimpses of what your Future, could be like.   What these are is like, brief images, of things you may want for yourself.  Rather its being a Published Writer, or have an Office position at work on the job.   Its kinda like storing up, many Christmas presents for yourself, to open up later in your imaginations of your visionary dream boards.  But always remember, never, but never give up…There is always light at the end of your tunnel.